The name MANISH

I followed you wherever you went. I agreed to whatever you said. dreaming.... you would realise it one day the DAY came....I asked, you agreed and I was so happy but then....as always situation changed. and I am again lonely I am unable to explain how I felt though I knew the result you had also warned me, but then...as usual I never heard. I knew I had plans...I still have them.... but not the courage to follow them I am too afraid of the future what if.....things don't go my way I will be lost...I still am in this concrete forest

life may seem tough for now but O my love, do not fear i will be always there for you, holding you in my arms, close and near. things may seem litte bad for now but then, its the way life is, you know and why don't you see dahling, they give our love an opportunity to grow come, sit beside me sweetheart forget worries, when i am with you put your head in my arms let me show how much i care for you -written on 22 Aril 2010. sitting in RSA shift in Skyhall 1. 4:54am

What would you do if your worst fear come true? You would get sad? Because your worst fear has come true. Surely it must be the worst phase of your life. Nothing ever did or would grieve more. Or you would be relieved? Saying that now that the worst fear has come true. Now that you have living the worst part of your life, future contains only good things, atleast better. A bit confusing na? But what to do....anything else happens or not, but surely a person loses his judgement, for atleast those moments. And if he starts writing something in that moment, his words would be as foolish as mine. lol I have lost what I desired for most in life. Now there is nothing more for which I would try this hard. The rest of life seems just a routine now, living like other normal people with smiling face. Its necessary dear, a smiling face, to show the world you are happy and content with your life. I promise you (I know you would one day read this idiotic post of mine) I would always tr...

Pushpak: if you have seen the movie...you would probably understand my situation I was in when the incident I am going to refer here happened in my life. If u haven't wathed Pushpak yet...probably u have missed one of best comedies of hindi cinema n surely one of best of Kamal Hassan movies. Well the incident that I am going to tell you all happened around 2 months back when I was returning from home to bangalore. I happened to meet one of sweetest girls of my life. and as usual she was a poor girl trying to show she was sister of d rich lady she was travelling with. I also took it the way she portrayed herself n started flirting with her. only after 12-13 hours I came to know the reality. n guys I dunno why I felt I have started falling in love with the girl. she was beautiful??? yup surely she was...and moreover, earlier she was not stopping me so it was kind of encouragement for me that time. but after I found the reality, i saw the reasons for her such nature. I felt like to mu...

A friend had written for me one day (he is a very good poet) zindagi hone lagi berang hai kuchh roz se, chehek si dikhti nahi, mujhme kahin ab aajkal. theher sa jaata hun main, thehre samay me jhaankta, josh ab dikhta nahi, mujhme kahin ab aajkal. kuchh samay ki deyn hai, kuch khud ka asmajas bada, raston par jisko thaame, bawajah main ruka pada. kya karoon kuchh naya, achcha kuchh samajh aata nahi, boriyat ka dard hai, jo jaake bhi jaata nahi. ---written by Sujeet Vishwakarma. fitting my present condition perfectly i would like to add something to it: yahan to kuchh aise baatein hain jo bata sakta nahin, kuchh aise gham hain jo dikha sakta nahin ishaaron ishaaron me batane ki baat to chodo yaaron, aansoo ka alfaaz bhi jubaan pe laa sakta nahin. kal tak ajad panchhi tha, mast rahta tha. ab to jindagi sone ke pinjrey me kaid hoke rah gayi hai jisme kaid rahna mujhe suhata nahin, aur pinjra sone ka hai isliye tora jata bhi nahin.

u may not be the goal of my life u may not be the purpose of my life but sweetheart i wanna let u know u r d light of my life d light which protects me from falling in dark the light which brightens the path of my goals jaanu i wanna admit 2 u, ur mere presence brings peace n happiness to my mind n soul for the sweetest person in my life...i wrote dis today on 2 dec at 1:35am

tumhari awaz sunna, tumse baat karna achha lagta hai tumse guftagu karna, tumhari taang khinchna achha lagta hai achhi lagti hai mujhe tumhari har baat tumhara hasna, aur khilkhilana chahta hun main, tum na chodo kabhi mera saath chod de mujhe chahe ye sara jamana tere pyaar me maine ye chaar panktiyaan likh raha hun sabdon me apni bhavnaawon ko vyakt kar raha hun tum sidha sacha jawab dogi ye asha kar raha hun tumhare jawab ka betabi se intezaar kar raha hun NOTE:last 2 lines can be replaced by tum bhi kavita se jawab dogi ye asha kar raha hun tumhare jawab ka betabi se intezaar kar raha hun written in cab for you while going to office on 1Dec, 09...at 11:20am and u d strange thing...just as i finished d poem, ur good morning message came :) i felt rewarded by God :)