Lonely





I followed you wherever you went.
I agreed to whatever you said.
dreaming....
you would realise it one day


the DAY came....I asked, you agreed
and I was so happy
but then....as always situation changed.
and I am again lonely


I am unable to explain how I felt
though I knew the result
you had also warned me,
but then...as usual
I never heard.





I knew I had plans...I still have them....
but not the courage to follow them
I am too afraid of the future
what if.....things don't go my way
I will be lost...I still am
in this concrete forest

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