The name MANISH

The volunteers seem too dedicated “I’am VAJRA” their batches say But projector is not getting connected So the session delays. The session is being delayed I’ve no problem I didn’t like the first one because of boredom. The boredom that DE I brought, I am sure DE II would bring too Like last time, some would be fainting N would b running for loo. Running to loo during and after the session I had to come, for charge codes as I have no work because of recession. Because of recession, I sit idle And do lots of Online Courses Do them for some charge code Not only me, but lots of resources. :- 16 January, 2009; 3:00pm I had written the above stanzas when I had gone to attend a CCD session. The session was supposed to begin at 3pm, but was delayed as projector was not working and the VAJRAs were trying hard to fix it. I had been having no work for about the previous one month. So I had difficulty in finding charge codes for myself. Usually I filled up my TR (time report) with Online Train...

Dear friends Today i am posting an article likewise which i have never done before. I have been either always asking others for help. Whether be it in finding out a solution for a problem or asking for a software or i have been thanking or encouraging others. But today i want to bring to light "a movement" It so happened that in my college hostel,like any other hostel,the caterer is decided by the authority and the students have to avail it only. No matter we eat the food provided by it or not..we have to pay. There is also a "mess committee" which looks after the menu and the quality of food being provided. The committee also includes a few students. Everything was fine till last year. But suddenly things began to change with the caterer being getting more and more hold in the college management group. They began to give whatever they liked to provide. Also they discontinued many items which they thought was costlier. The quality of food degraded. The reason they g...

IDENTITY ... The story of me. Who am I?? Am I real or just an imagination of someone? Do I really exist? Is this world around me real? Or it’s just an environment provided by my imaginer? If I am real, it’s well and good. The food I eat, the things I do…really do affect me and others around me. But what if I am just a virtual person? Then what’s the use of all these activities of mine? Maybe they might also be imagined by “that” real person whose imagination I am. These were the thoughts when I saw the movie “Identity”. It totally distorted my ideas of this world and me. But with time, it faded quickly. I had forgotten it and was leading a normal life. BUT few days back, the ideas suddenly resurfaced to me. I was thinking something while I was going to my office. These thoughts led me to remember the movie again. And it should be hard to believe,(even I felt awkward later) that the thoughts affected my actions drastically. Earlier while crossing roads, I used to wait until the lane was...

Why this conflict keeps on happening in my life? Can’t it let me live peacefully for few years? I need peace of mind. And see what I get… lots and lots of pain. Why do U keep on traumatizing me? Let me live peacefully Father. Let me live a life filled with satisfaction and happiness. Can’t U bear seeing me happy for little time? You know how much I respect U. I also know how much U care for me. Then why this much of pain for me? Are you punishing me for my deeds of past? Or U wish to show how much wrong life I am living now. See, I know I have done many wrong things in life and also have continued few till now. But then who is responsible for this? Was I always the same? I have changed and keep on changing trying hard to fit myself in this ruthless world. Still I have got few weaknesses which I try to filter out. But what exactly I can do? You are witness to how the efforts to remove one weakness lead to injection of another in me. Well lets forget those all things for now. Just tell m...

The destination may be far and I might be lame, But then, continuous hard work And extreme desire Would lead me to success and fame. Obstacles would try to stop me, People would try to persuade me Away from my Goals. But then, Don’t forget, I am Manish, The Faithful, Daring and the Bold. No matter how hard you try, No matter how deep I fall. You may think, I am finished. But I would bounce back, I would stand tall. bcoz, I am Manish, I am the Phoenix. Time and again I have proved my worth. Time and again I have got to the top. But all that was for the world. This time…again this time I would rebirth. But just for me and the person called MYSELF. -: 12 January 2009. In office, around 5:15pm. After I got bored of no work for almost a month. I had almost no work in for last one month. I am bored and tired of doing the Online Courses. I am a bit disillusioned and disoriented. I want change in my life. But What and How- the remain the biggest two questions for now. I am thinking to T...