Suicide???

Suicide: Everyone knows it means killing oneself knowingly and by own desire. Why do anyone commit suicide? Is it failure in an exam? Or lost love? Or too many problems in life?
Well, it all leads to just one thing...there's nothing important to live for.



I would like to tell you story of a guy I knew. For simplicity purpose lets call him Ravi:

Ravi was a very decent guy when he was a kid. The best kid you can imagine, awesome son. Only negative thing in him (or he thought so) was he was shy. As he grew up he tried to overcome this shortfall. This brought many evils in him. He no longer remained as good as he was when he was a kid. But still he was better than many others in his age group. He didn't let the inner voice die. He listened to it for most times. Though there were times when he would ignore the right thoughts and do as others of his age group would do.

And then one fine day he met a girl...she was like no other girl he had ever met. He found she complemented him in all ways. He would do anything for her. He was in love with her. But she lived very far from him. And he knew long distance relationship was not easy. So he tried to date girls in the city he lived. He even got close to few of them. But each time he ended up in getting away from those girls and closer to the girl he originally loved. He told me, he always looked for his love in those girls. But they were nothing close to her. She was wonderful and very understanding.

He tried to say his feelings to her in different indirect ways. But he was unsuccessful each time. Then one fine day, he met another very beautiful girl. He tried for her and even got successful in making her his girlfriend. He was kind of happy. But this also didn't last long. Again he started looking for his loved one's qualities in that girl. Obviously she (the present girlfriend) understood he was in love with the other girl (his original love).

Things became complicated. at last she left him. He was sad, but happy at same time. This time he decided he would directly let his love know his feelings. After mustering much courage he told her he loves her. She was shocked at first as she never expected this from him. But with time, she also acknowledged she loved him. They were happy together.

But as usual, happiness didn't last long. One sad day, she told him he was just habituated in talking to her. This guy was shocked
, he was angry and sad that his love was misunderstood as habit. They broke up. The guy was left with no aim in life, as he had always imagined his life with that girl. His life without her seemed so...nothing.

He had no motive to live. Then he decided to commit suicide. At this point, I met him. He asked for my suggestion....I asked him why he wanted to commit suicide? He told he has no reason to live.....then I reminded him...he had no reason to die too.

So that's his story, I am finding for a reason for Ravi to live and he is finding for a reason to die. Now let's see how does this story ends? Whether first I will be able to find a reason for Ravi to live or he finds a reason to commit suicide.